Late. Late. Late.
I just deleted a whole chunk of blog-typings for this post since I realized that it wouldn't really interest anyone. Weeeelllllllll, today we'll be talking about..umm.. MY WEIRD HABITS.
I have lots if you ask anyone who knows me well enough.
List.
I really really hate to stand in the middle of a sitting crowd, even if the scene is as messy and noisy as a school canteen. Makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and how I wish that there was a hole that I could hide in, or a fast-appearing bench that I could sit down and blend in.
Don't like too bright and crowded places, especially those with lots of people aged from 14-20+ years old. That explains why I don't like to be a junior in secondary school. Feels weird and i-wish-to-get-out-now around seniors for reasons I can't explain. Maybe cause' they're older? And wiser?
Everytime I go out and when people only look at me, I'd think that there's something wrong with my outfit or hair or whatever, that makes people laugh inside their brain. I just don't like people to stare, or else thoughts like " She's staring because she thinks my outfit is unmatched" will appear nonsensically in my head.
I don't like to eat out most of the times in teenage eat-outs like Mcdonalds or KFC with only a few friends. I buy home most of the times, since that's the only place I could just relax and eat without people watching. I frown when people look at me when I eat. If eating out, my choice would preferrably be eating in dark places. :) Sometimes I feel awkward among relatives too.
I think too much about what others think of me. You could conclude from the following weird behaviours hahhas. I just think that people are thinking bad about me all the time, and you would hear people telling me " You think too much!" all the time.
I hate canteens and shopping mall's eating places. I reallllllllly dislike eating out.
RIGHT. That concludes some of my most-weird behaviours. So now you know more about me, that I have lots and lots of weird thinkings, but I just cannot get rid of these behaviours. OH! And I hate queueing for food in the canteen, which explains why I don't really eat during recess BEFORE my stomach symptoms appeared.
OVERALL, I HATE CROWDED AND BRIGHT PLACES, I THINK TOO MUCH A BOUT OTHER PEOPLE THINKING ABOUT ME, I FEEL AWKWARD AROUND TEENAGERS, AND I DISLIKE EATING OUT.
I AM ANTI-SOCIAL AND WON'T APPROACH YOU IF YOU DON'T SPEAK FIRST. (hmm, that one's half true.)
Thank you and Goodnight! These dont apply to my family though. :)
