sometimes i feel weird reading other people's bloggies, looking through their tags and all that. you know, other than siblings' and close cousins' blogs, i don't really enjoy other's blogs, makes me feel a sudden weird throb in the head for unknown reasons, probably i just didn't know that person that well after all?
Haahs enough about those, yesterday was moooooooncake festival. Nothing special and all, and frankly, i thought that it was a bit boring and the ' spotlight mooncakes' were not as good as i expected. Ah well, if the last time you had a good time, this time you wouldn't enjoy as much after those great festival experiences.
I wanted to mention that i didn't really give out my blog links, except for relatives, siblings and few really close friends. Probably because I wouldn't want my blog to become friends-invaded. Somehow i prefer to stay close to close blood-relations instead of some classmates for the year. Well, if somehow, someone actually ventured here, I guess it's nothing bad for me. i just prefer to keep my tagboards clean of the 'outside world'. Don't know how to really express it, but i wouldn't willingly give out my 'personal' writing spaces to school-friends. Afterall they're just going to stay with you for just a part of your life, right? Maybe some would accompany you to when work starts, but now im just a sec 1 who loves to keep to myself, like i keep this bloggie free of 'youth-thinkage'.
Most of the times, I often think of what others think of me. I don't really like to start a conversation, I rather let my thoughts wander in my own world somewhere when outside with schoolmates. I would rather communicate with my own thoughts and not with face-to-face friends, just makes it a little bit too awkward. Actually i feel much better when communicating with online friends and all that, just makes me so relaxed. I often like to think a lot in my head to myself, or else i'll just figure out why other people treat me a certain way, maybe because I did this so she reacts to this? Maybe she does it herself but doesn't realize it? I improvise on my own if any, i take other people's behaviour and how i react towards them to know how my actions would make others think in what way. Seems kind of funny, but i have thought of becoming a phsycologist as my career. I just love to figure out what others are thinking.
